Out of Pocket

Have you ever felt the need to explain something even though you’re not required to? Maybe not, or maybe so. I don’t always feel like I have to, but I usually want to. I’ll delve deeper into the “need” and “want” categories another time. I am wanting to explain (excuse) my lack of posting this week – and possibly even next week.

I’ve been in Pennsylvania this week. Some may not have known this, but I have family here. I’ve been an abundantly blessed girl who had not 2 sets, but 3 sets of grandparents. That’s 6 people to gather wisdom from, share laughs with, and comfort through hugs or just being in the room. Half of those 6 have passed away. I’m visiting the other half.

My mom’s mother has gone through a tough transition this last month. She’s no longer able to safely be independent (headstrong with a side of confusion), and is now trying to get used to other accommodations. Her story is still being written right where she is.

My mom’s father keeps surprising us. He’s getting the nickname “The Comeback King”. We’re just not sure for how long that will be true. His story seems to be coming to a close. BUT until then, his story, too, continues with pen to paper for each moment of grace.

Nana, my Nana… She’s a hero. She looks the devil in the eyes and says “Not today”. She’s navigated the health reports that have plagued my grandfather and gone beyond the life expectancy the “experts” predicted. They speak and she says, “We’ll see about that.” Bold and spicy – then she tells me she doesn’t get nearly enough hugs.

My heart is hurting, and I’m not prepared to share right now. With travel, time being spent where needed with family, and lack of my computer on this trip, I’m not going to add unnecessary stress with self-made deadlines. I will resume my regular posting schedule December 3rd at the very latest.

Prayers are always welcome. This world can pack a solid punch from time to time because of the devil, but God did a K.O. on him – and he’ll never recover. God is still good, and it’s His goodness that continues to shine in these moments of storytelling.